It’s been a while since I’ve translated (gomen ne~), so I figured I’d start off with the member who always writes super long blog posts. XD
Also, it seems they’ve replaced the AAA Party Blog with the AAA Dictionary Blog…. these new blog posts doesn’t make you feel as close to the members as before though, in my opinion. I’d probably miss Nissy’s long posts, Naoya’s “see ya” at the end of his post, Chiaki’s q&a and Shinjiro’s emojis on his blog titles, and many more things. Well, it’s a new concept so it’s pretty interesting too.
Okay, enough of my thoughts. Let’s start! :D
From the end of August onwards
The chance of rain is quite something.
During dawn there was already thunder too.
In the downpour, on the highway
Because the rain accumulated too much, the car was floating a bit.
Everyone please be careful.
Recently, I got to speak to people
There are times when I can say it’s because of this
And times when I can’t say this
But when writing the blog
It’ll always be because of this that I’m updating late. σ(^_^;)
Lots of things have changed. The people and surroundings near me.
Because so much time has passed to allow all these changes.
On the contrary, there are also times when
The people and surroundings near me did not change at all.
But, after these 10 years
It also made me see that these things have not changed.
At this moment
My hand had stopped,
And I had fell asleep… I’m sorry.
My mistake! σ(^_^;)
There are many memories
That I recall,
But compared to the number of things
That I’m currently doing that’s packed in my head
Frankly, there’s not much memories
Left in my head if I don’t try to recall them,
Now in my mind,
It’s filled with the current things
And lots of things that will happen in future.
If I say too many negative things
There will be worry from others, and sometimes it can become annoying
If I say too many positive things
It can become boring and people can get tired of it
So rather than the truth
It’s better to continue to balance between the two
The perseverance to continue in this way
Was tremendous, I guess.
Every day, I went to work
At the pace where it’d be good to have a break in 3 months
At the time where this continued on, and the time when repeatedly there wasn’t any rest at all
When I reached home
I started thinking, “What am I doing?”
When I was at a loss
Rather than feeling lonely, conversely
I felt relieved,
And also felt anxious
When there were some things that were unclear to me
It got so full and packed
That I wanted to run away
In these 10 years
Quite a lot happened, after all.. (laugh)
There was also a time when it seemed like my love life might start
But I guess,
Rather than finding time
For private life
I wasn’t able to find space
In my mind for it
Well, I put time
For various things
For the people who like my job
I got to look and
Remember various things
I spent lots of time
Experiencing different things.
I made time for my family as well,
But even with this,
I had to be cautious with various things too.
Well, I won’t leave. (laugh)
No matter what I do or where I am.
Where there are fun times
There are more bad times
Even when it’s not fun
I would upload fun photos
When I was really having fun
Conversely I would upload weird faces. (laugh)
If you are in an uneasy environment
Or when you are struggling
Or when you are sad,
If there was an empty space within you
At those times
Maybe it’s my voice
Or the members’ voices
Maybe there were times
When you watched various things
And filled up your empty space with them.
Maybe you watched or listened to us
When you wanted to become silly.
Maybe you watched and listened to us a lot
When you wanted to escape from reality.
Maybe you listened to our songs
When you couldn’t sleep.
After school, on the way to school,
When going to work,
During your break,
When talking to your drinking buddies
During a drive
During a marathon
When singing karaoke
When watching our videos with friends
When trying to learn the choreography
When showing people new things
When tidying the house
When things don’t go well
When you don’t feel like caring about anything,
When you are working overtime,
During the break from your part-time job
When you watched and listened before you sleep and ended up not being able to sleep
And morning came
It’s endless. (laugh)
I am really happy that you listen to us, watch us when you want to
I am really happy that you unconsciously replay our works
If, it’s true that
Casually enters everyone’s daily life
Then I really feel that
I’m glad to have
Continued doing all these things.
Though it feels uneasy
That we don’t know
What it will be like in future
It will be alright (^-^)
There may be many things
That we might not be able to satisfy you
We are moving our mind and body
To our utmost.
I think that everyone’s ideal
Is around 10 million. (laugh)
I don’t know
If my body can take that much
No matter what shape
Or what situation
Even if there is change in various things
Due to time
Leave it to me.
The person who say this
Is the weakest one…
There are probably people who may think that. (laugh)
But really, there are around 10 million ways
How you view my post! (laugh)
Troubling. (laugh) (。-_-。)
Something that I can definitely say is
I will fight!!! (^○^)
Please watch over me!!! ^ – ^
This is embarrassing. (laugh)
For an old man, that’s turning 29 years old. (laugh)
This is my blog post before we welcome our 10th year.
For the people attending Yoyogi, at Yoyogi.
For the people attending Fuji-Q, at Fuji-Q.
For the people another time, then next time.
Author: Nishijima Takahiro
Whew, that was long :D But so worth it. So glad to choose Nissy’s post to translate. It’s kind of inspiring because I’m currently a bit depressed lately haha. XD Really thank you, Nissy, for such a wonderful post. ^^ Arigatou~
Source: AAA Party Blog